i remember the last time we were together, sniffer.
you cannot imagine how happy i was that night. I was nervous. I shocked myself. But I said those things and did those things because I wanted to let you know and feel that I'm here, i'm present and that i want you. and that there's a chance for both of us. and that it's you i would want to do it with in the future.
it was so... intimate and so crazy! but i didn't regret it. and i enjoyed it because it was with you.
i can't stop myself from wanting to go back to the moment when you hugged me, when you kissed my head, when you smelled my hair, when you looked at me that way. desired me that way. kissed me that way.
i want it back, sniffer. i need it back. i need YOU back.
please don't leave.
