Friday, March 7, 2008

confused. and hurt.

sniffer, what did i do?

i haven't seen you for 2 weeks now. I haven't talked to you for almost 2 weeks now.

did i say something wrong? did i do something wrong? what? why?!

my heart is breaking and i don't understand why you suddenly shifted moods. was it something i said the last time we talked? i was just feeling so lonely and so sad that time. please understand.

i'm sorry. if it pissed you off, how i reacted to why you couldn't see me, i'm sorry. i didn't get mad, i promise.

did i turn you off? what made you become this way? why did you suddenly shut yourself off?

sniffer, i miss you so much. i wanna see you so badly but i can't ask you nor contact for fear that i might irritate you. again.

sniffer, what did i do? please call me, message me, keep in touch with me.

i had this fear last week when we had that little 'fight'. i thought you wouldn't want to hear from me again.

But you sent me a message last monday. and i honestly got surprised. why did you ask how i was? and why after a few exchange of messages and after you found out i was out of town you did not keep in touch anymore?

sniffer, please don't break my heart. please.

i love you and i miss you.