i should've listened to my instinct last night.
i already felt that something was gonna happen that night that would make me uneasy. the feeling was just there.
a few minutes after, i saw your car pass by.
i didn't see you. but i saw your car. and it was enough.
i felt like my mind was erased blank all of a sudden. i was trying to listen to my bestfriend talk about his recent discoveries but his words fell on deaf ears. i was not there. i was not ready for any sign of your presence even if i hoped for it.
and i felt really sad all over again.
when i got home, tears started to flow again. and i didn't know what i was crying about exactly.
as i think about it now, i should've listened to my instincts a long time ago.
but i just had to give my poor little heart a chance to feel again. it doesn't happen often anyway.
i guess i gave it too much of a chance.
too much, i allowed it to be stomped on.
